him........

whatever our souls are made up of, his and mine are of the same.

Life is short, and hands feel good.

oh oh oh oh oh!!! I am so excited I finally found a way to share this song and amazing band with the rest of the world!!! Such a lovely little band I found here in Portland....all because i started talking to this girl who had the same name as me, Kali! She gave me her CD and it was love at first listen. This song, The Dirty Song, is my favorite cause its just so darn cute! I was riding my bike and daydreaming of that boy and this song came on my Ipod and I got goosebumps all over my body and a smile so big you could have seen it from Mars.
my favorite....
"If you put your hands on me, well i will never try to be too respectable, because LIFE IS SHORT AND HANDS FEEL GOOD"

Make you feel my love

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love 

Carl and Ellie

Just a little reason to smile this lovely saturday morning.....

newness

Some of the new beautiful things I have recently been blessed with in my life.

1.The base piece to my very first tattoo!

I am adding some flowers to it soon, all influenced by this Gorgia O'Keefe painting. My skull is obviously a little different, because the one that I got is the actual skull from the Montana state seal.....my homeland!

2. A beautiful cozy little studio apartment tucked into the heart of downtown Portland!

all I have is the picture i took on my phone..... but you get the idea....its my sanity and happy place.

3. I have been seeing a new guy....and he is just so dope.

He makes me laugh more than I knew another person ever could....and he is creative and he listens and pays attention to the little things....and when im hanging out with him, well i just smile a lot.....and I just feel good. Everything is just so much more fun when we are together.....I have more fun doing little things than i ever had at a grown up age.

The sun has been shining and the weather is warming up and I feel so happy these beautiful days lately. I have some beautiful friendships that have and will continue to withstand anything....

he and I took our bikes out for the first time of the year and i could just feel in my hair and smell in the air that I have one beautiful summer comming my way.

Back from the dead...

well.....I have just got my computer back for the first time in 7 months. wow. it's been a long time without you little lady.....and such a long and torturous time of not being able to blog freely. I'm sorry my sweet Cassy fox. Have no fear...I AM BACK! well, actually as I drained my bank account in getting this sweet little thing out of the shop, I have no money to start up a internet connection to my little apartment tucked in here in this beautiful little city.  I spent $10 to buy 24 hrs worth of service from some rediculous company..... so here goes....24 hrs of straight blogging!!!