newness

Some of the new beautiful things I have recently been blessed with in my life.

1.The base piece to my very first tattoo!

I am adding some flowers to it soon, all influenced by this Gorgia O'Keefe painting. My skull is obviously a little different, because the one that I got is the actual skull from the Montana state seal.....my homeland!

2. A beautiful cozy little studio apartment tucked into the heart of downtown Portland!

all I have is the picture i took on my phone..... but you get the idea....its my sanity and happy place.

3. I have been seeing a new guy....and he is just so dope.

He makes me laugh more than I knew another person ever could....and he is creative and he listens and pays attention to the little things....and when im hanging out with him, well i just smile a lot.....and I just feel good. Everything is just so much more fun when we are together.....I have more fun doing little things than i ever had at a grown up age.

The sun has been shining and the weather is warming up and I feel so happy these beautiful days lately. I have some beautiful friendships that have and will continue to withstand anything....

he and I took our bikes out for the first time of the year and i could just feel in my hair and smell in the air that I have one beautiful summer comming my way.

forgivness

I will be able to forgive and forget....I know I will. I know because I know that sometimes people do and say things that they dont really mean. I know that we as humans go through so much in life....ups and downs....different stages and sometimes we do actions that are not us, we are humans and we all make mistakes. I have made plenty. That is life. I believe in the power of communication and honesty more and more every day of this life. that alone will overcome anything. I hope one day you will take the step to opening up the communication lines again. My heart still hurts. today especially.....

But I will forgive you my dear friend, I can assure you that.

via* heart