Kato Mate

I have not wrote in so long because I have been in the chaotic move to Portland, and never really had internet or really 2 seconds to breathe. I feel great, i have an amazing feeling of clarity sitting here on my bed in my room that is finally all put together in this new palace I have. My last week in Eugene was something that changed me for life. It was truly the most increadable realization of how loved and lucky i really am. I was showered with beautiful momentos, cards, photos, and even a huge going away party with some of the most increadable people I have ever met, topped with some insanely lovely moments with some special portland lovers too:) I am such a lucky woman, and I feel well acomplished. Also I started at my new job today, and I just have to turn the experience into a more positive thing, which being said......it only made me really apreciate what I had in Eugene. I finally broke free those doors after my shift and fell to the ground sobbing in tears. It was terrible! anyway, kato Mate, all is well.....i am grateful