Just passed micheals house here in portland I had to leave the post card. It just felt right

PORTLAND PORTLAND PORTLAND!!!!!

Thats all that is running through my head is portland portland portland. I am so excited that this all is finalized and this move of myself from Eugene to Portland is under way! Im living in SE which is the most increadable area you could possibly be in! I live about a half of a black from this giant community paint-the-street project that the locals did that I have some pictures of. I'm so excited. I just need good luck wished upon me rather than people just feeling anry or disapointed that I am leaving. I must spread my wings and venture on. Anyone who knows me, knows that it is only right for me to keep moving on in this world, and never keep my soul trapped in one place for too long.

i want you wrapped around my finger

i want you....

Roberto Cavalli's large stone ring

Also I discovered that Darby Scott has a fantastic jewelry line!

new beginnings

Woke up with the sun this morning early and I packed my suitcase full of jasper and knickknacks and took a beautiful sun lit drive to Portland. House hunting!!! yeah!! We had appointments to see several houses, but only ended up going to 2 because the others didn't seem up to standards from the outside. The places we looked at and did walk throughs in were lovely! absolutely lovely! I just love my sweet Portland so much and I am getting so excited to have that be my new home. I don't think that either of the places we saw today were "the one" however the search has only begun. Cheers to summer, blue skies, and new beginnings.

Life is Peace

After a very emotional draining and growing week I found myself stumbling out of work late on Thursday night beat from as long night at work and my hips hurting so bad I could cry. I met with my best friend clay and on a whim of life and all its beauty we drove together 2 hours up in the mountains to crescent lake. We found a little perch on the bank of th

e lake packed with snow and the most beautiful blanket of stars filling the sky

 that I may have ever seen before. It truly was peace. Hour after hour went by of beautiful talks and laughs about life, love, and all of its happiness. The sun rose and the sky gre more and more beautiful with every minute that went by untill 9am the next morning when we came back to homeland.  

It was truly one of the more beautiful and peaceful nights of my life. Happy the next day when I woke up to realize and remember that life really does make sense and is continuously so beautiful and fun. Peace.

money well spent.....

I work my butt off for my money.....and recently I have learned through a financial advisor how to better manage and save my money because for the past several years, well, lets just say I havn't done a very good job at it.  I was born with severe rhemitoid arthritis and was in a wheelchair at a very young age.  Around the age of 15 a "miracle drug" came out and essentially saved my life.  It is an injection shot that I have to give myself in the stomach once a day and it has made me a fully functioning and walking person today, at the age of 23.....well long story short the catch is....it costs $1,300 a month! as well as several visits to several specialist doctors a month and to say the least it gets expensive.  After time I feel like I w

ork my butt off to spend all my money on medical stuff and it drives me crazy.  So this weekend I spoiled myself.  I feel great about it!!!!

I spent all day Thursday with my dear friend Cassy......beginning with a lovely breakfast and coffee at Keystone....then, we fell into a beautiful shopping spree.

First I got myself a Jacqui Chazen watch at the Juice and I'm in love!!!,

This isn't the exact one that I got(i like mine much better) but this is the closest I could find on their website (which you must check out more www.jacquichazendesigns.com)

Next we made our way over to Miss Meers, a great little shoe store here in Eugene where a found a GREAT new pair of brown Sam Edelman huarache sandel/wedge!

Then I continued home where I went online and pu

rchased not one but 2 Juicy velour suits which should be here in the mail this comming week.

Point being.....I feel great that I finally got to spend my hard earned money on myself in a fashion sense, not in just keeping me walking via a injection.  I may be broke as a joke now, but I am back to work tomorrow and I feel great!

Dandelions.....is peace.

I can't explain how beautiful and truly remarkable dandelions are to me. They are a symbolism of so many things to me....two main things being freedom...freedom of flight and independent and chasing or flaoting away really to the place and the things you desire and are meant to be at or due. This symbolizes my life so much right now.....just trying to remind myself to be a dandelion and do whats best for me at the end of the day. The other thing is represents to me is wishes.....which I imagine ties so much into the previous thing. Make wishes. believe in your wishes. My your wishes and dreams a reality. follow those wishes untill they become a reality. And that, and dandelions, to me is PEACE

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